"Sometimes I feel that life is passing me by, not slowly either, but with ropes of steam and spark-spattered wheels and a hoarse roar of power or terror. It's passing, yet I'm the one who's doing all the moving."
-Martin Amis, Money
The quote above by Martin Amis perfectly describes the way I feel about how quickly my highschool career is going by. It's still insane to me that I'm graduating this year. I feel like we should all still be juniors. I don't think any of us truly look like seniors, I mean, some of the taller kids can pass but like 95% of the girls, including myself, are still the same height we were back in freshman year..midget status. Anyways, I'm like realllly sad high school is almost over. I like it here. Sure, some people I could live without, but you'll have that anywhere you go. I feel like I haven't formed the close relationships with my fellow classmates that I would ideally like to have. There's still time to change that, though. My problem with forming the relationships I would now like to have, was that the past three years, I just really did not care. Not just about that, but like, in general. I had too many things outside of school going on to even think about being concerned. They were rough years, but I'm in a new place in my life right now. A MUCH better place. Everything seems to be going in my favor, so hopefully attempting to form some new realtionships will pan out for me.
Definitely hang on to this blog. You'll find yourself say similar sediments for a while to come. I suggest you learn to embrace it and life will start to slow down. Awesome post.
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